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Essential employee.
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Only time will tell.
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Ughhhhh
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I want to add more to the pink area and blend pink into orange. Till next time.
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Makin some progress!
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Devious Journal Entry
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One thing I've learned through out my life, that I think
is a solid theory. Is that God or some other higher power...(Ad-lib if you will) created man with not only two but three eyes. The third eye I believe remains open until the age of eleven or twelve. And what this third eye can see is not like we see through our two eyes alone, they see with their heart and soul... Innocent from birth only knowing curiosity and love... Needs and wants..Yes or no. But as we age this almost magical third eye begins to close, and we literally lose sight of what's most important, not only in our personal and professional lives but our outlook of the world begins to corrupt.
Buddhist's and Hindu's speak about a third eye view. But I would rather talk about my personal and moral theories (pisses less people off that way). I feel as though the world has gone cold to the thought of even helping one another. For example a friend and I were walking out of a convenience store when a lady in the doorway drops a glove, so I proceed to pick up her glove and hand it to her.... No thank you...Nothing. And better yet she then walks out letting the door slam in my friends face. I turn to her and say chivalry really is dead. People are too focused on their high dollar coats, cars, and phones, so focused that a simple THANK YOU must be painful. And I personally think this is an unfit society to raise a child.....So why would I want to.... Right?... WRONG! As I mature and realize "Be the change YOU want to see in the world" well what a better way to change the world but provide a stable and moral youth. Their our future, and if we don't open our third eye to the possibility of a prosperous future full of love, trust, honesty, and courtesy we really are doomed in the year 2012. Because (whatever that higher power is) isn't pleased with us......
Amber Bowser
Christmas 2011
When I grow up..... "When you enjoy what you do, you never work a day in your life."
When I was around five or six years old I wanted to be a paleontologist because I liked to dig. For example, I took my moms blush applicator out onto the driveway and dusted for fossils. But I soon grew out of that and moved on to bugs and thought I would discover a new species of spider in the jungle and become an anthropologist. I got an ant-farm and a bug catching set for my birthday that year! As I came into myself on an educational level I realized these were false dreams if I didn't improve my math skills. And this was something that I felt left a fowl taste in my mouth. So on that note in junior high I wanted to be a veterinary assistant, less math more fun... Easier if you will. I soon realized I wanted to deal with people almost as much as animals so I bounced from art and music teacher to secretary back to art teacher. No such luck..... Teachers have too much politics and I wanted to be my own boss..... And as long as I can remember I loved the stars and planets, the mystery of the unknown, ALIENS!, superheros, fairys, dragons and I could go on. So why not do what I love by drawing what I love. And I LOVE EVERYTHING! I've always loved art and loved drawing and have always considered myself a good artist. So I decided to EXPAND and PRACTICE! And if you think about it, it only makes sense. I love people, animals, plants, everything. My willingness to study and learn about the things I'm interested in and my natural talent artistically, why not GO FOR IT? What a better way to make money? My senior year, I made up my mind to push my drawing skills as far as they would take me in my life, and not be discouraged by any set obstacle or person with a negative attitude. HOW WILL YOU MAKE MONEY? Well I'm not sure yet, but I budget my art supplies into everyday life and my new years resolutions are to drive slower and STOP GIVING MY SHIT AWAY FOR FREE! And FINALLY at twenty-one years I think I might have the answer to what I want to be when I grow up. I need to be a graphic designer with side art jobs. And I might have used the word "easier" too loosely in my writing earlier, because drawing ALL THE TIME, IN MY SPARE TIME, FOR HOURS, has not been a cake walk. But....."When you enjoy what you do, you never work a day in your life."
And things seem to be looking up in that direction. I got my first graphic design job for Quality Irrigation in Yuma and hope to establish a good name for myself as an artist, locally and nationally.
January, 3rd 2012
2011 Was a lesson for me.
I've learned a lot in the year 2011, I learned to not wear my heart on my sleeve, be prepared for disappointment, and you should never stop dreaming. I HATE the saying "dream in one hand and shit in the other." We've all heard that, and some laugh..... Not me..... Why does the shit ALWAYS fill up faster.... WHY? And if you can't answer that question you only prove my point. In the new year 2012, I demand to be taken seriously for dreaming in BOTH hands. Now it doesn't matter which fills up faster, just what dream comes true first. And those people who frown on my out-look and think it can't be done, watch me. And I DARE you to try and stop me. My best friend told me recently that I'm lacking in patience. What's YOUR definition of patience, if you ask me there are at least three meanings for every word in the english language. To ME patience means, keep my mouth shut, let others do things their way, I'm not ALWAYS right. And most importantly, things take time, and you can't buy time and time is money. In order to accomplish my dreams I need to be PATIENT! ( I love you Cheese!)
I also have learned that I can't please everyone all the time. And I can't be a perfect replica of what others want. And I feel now that if you don't like me: "I'd rather be hated for who I am then loved for who I'm not." ( If you don't know who said that....Look it up yourself.) I am what and who I am, I am eccentric, bold, creative, fun (and on my best day I can be supportive, loving, compassionate and a relieving person to talk to.)....... And if that's not good enough for you I don't need you in my life.
January, 5th 2012
is a solid theory. Is that God or some other higher power...(Ad-lib if you will) created man with not only two but three eyes. The third eye I believe remains open until the age of eleven or twelve. And what this third eye can see is not like we see through our two eyes alone, they see with their heart and soul... Innocent from birth only knowing curiosity and love... Needs and wants..Yes or no. But as we age this almost magical third eye begins to close, and we literally lose sight of what's most important, not only in our personal and professional lives but our outlook of the world begins to corrupt.
Buddhist's and Hindu's speak about a third eye view. But I would rather talk about my personal and moral theories (pisses less people off that way). I feel as though the world has gone cold to the thought of even helping one another. For example a friend and I were walking out of a convenience store when a lady in the doorway drops a glove, so I proceed to pick up her glove and hand it to her.... No thank you...Nothing. And better yet she then walks out letting the door slam in my friends face. I turn to her and say chivalry really is dead. People are too focused on their high dollar coats, cars, and phones, so focused that a simple THANK YOU must be painful. And I personally think this is an unfit society to raise a child.....So why would I want to.... Right?... WRONG! As I mature and realize "Be the change YOU want to see in the world" well what a better way to change the world but provide a stable and moral youth. Their our future, and if we don't open our third eye to the possibility of a prosperous future full of love, trust, honesty, and courtesy we really are doomed in the year 2012. Because (whatever that higher power is) isn't pleased with us......
Amber Bowser
Christmas 2011
When I grow up..... "When you enjoy what you do, you never work a day in your life."
When I was around five or six years old I wanted to be a paleontologist because I liked to dig. For example, I took my moms blush applicator out onto the driveway and dusted for fossils. But I soon grew out of that and moved on to bugs and thought I would discover a new species of spider in the jungle and become an anthropologist. I got an ant-farm and a bug catching set for my birthday that year! As I came into myself on an educational level I realized these were false dreams if I didn't improve my math skills. And this was something that I felt left a fowl taste in my mouth. So on that note in junior high I wanted to be a veterinary assistant, less math more fun... Easier if you will. I soon realized I wanted to deal with people almost as much as animals so I bounced from art and music teacher to secretary back to art teacher. No such luck..... Teachers have too much politics and I wanted to be my own boss..... And as long as I can remember I loved the stars and planets, the mystery of the unknown, ALIENS!, superheros, fairys, dragons and I could go on. So why not do what I love by drawing what I love. And I LOVE EVERYTHING! I've always loved art and loved drawing and have always considered myself a good artist. So I decided to EXPAND and PRACTICE! And if you think about it, it only makes sense. I love people, animals, plants, everything. My willingness to study and learn about the things I'm interested in and my natural talent artistically, why not GO FOR IT? What a better way to make money? My senior year, I made up my mind to push my drawing skills as far as they would take me in my life, and not be discouraged by any set obstacle or person with a negative attitude. HOW WILL YOU MAKE MONEY? Well I'm not sure yet, but I budget my art supplies into everyday life and my new years resolutions are to drive slower and STOP GIVING MY SHIT AWAY FOR FREE! And FINALLY at twenty-one years I think I might have the answer to what I want to be when I grow up. I need to be a graphic designer with side art jobs. And I might have used the word "easier" too loosely in my writing earlier, because drawing ALL THE TIME, IN MY SPARE TIME, FOR HOURS, has not been a cake walk. But....."When you enjoy what you do, you never work a day in your life."
And things seem to be looking up in that direction. I got my first graphic design job for Quality Irrigation in Yuma and hope to establish a good name for myself as an artist, locally and nationally.
January, 3rd 2012
2011 Was a lesson for me.
I've learned a lot in the year 2011, I learned to not wear my heart on my sleeve, be prepared for disappointment, and you should never stop dreaming. I HATE the saying "dream in one hand and shit in the other." We've all heard that, and some laugh..... Not me..... Why does the shit ALWAYS fill up faster.... WHY? And if you can't answer that question you only prove my point. In the new year 2012, I demand to be taken seriously for dreaming in BOTH hands. Now it doesn't matter which fills up faster, just what dream comes true first. And those people who frown on my out-look and think it can't be done, watch me. And I DARE you to try and stop me. My best friend told me recently that I'm lacking in patience. What's YOUR definition of patience, if you ask me there are at least three meanings for every word in the english language. To ME patience means, keep my mouth shut, let others do things their way, I'm not ALWAYS right. And most importantly, things take time, and you can't buy time and time is money. In order to accomplish my dreams I need to be PATIENT! ( I love you Cheese!)
I also have learned that I can't please everyone all the time. And I can't be a perfect replica of what others want. And I feel now that if you don't like me: "I'd rather be hated for who I am then loved for who I'm not." ( If you don't know who said that....Look it up yourself.) I am what and who I am, I am eccentric, bold, creative, fun (and on my best day I can be supportive, loving, compassionate and a relieving person to talk to.)....... And if that's not good enough for you I don't need you in my life.
January, 5th 2012
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RESOLVE THIS BITCHES!!!!!
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One thing I've learned through out my life, that I think
is a solid theory. Is that God or some other higher power...(Ad-lib if you will) created man with not only two but three eyes. The third eye I believe remains open until the age of eleven or twelve. And what this third eye can see is not like we see through our two eyes alone, they see with their heart and soul... Innocent from birth only knowing curiosity and love... Needs and wants..Yes or no. But as we age this almost magical third eye begins to close, and we literally lose sight of what's most important, not only in our personal and professional lives but our outlook of the world begins to corrupt.
Buddhist's and Hindu's speak about a third eye view. But I would rather talk about my personal and moral theories (pisses less people off that way). I feel as though the world has gone cold to the thought of even helping one another. For example a friend and I were walking out of a convenience store when a lady in the doorway drops a glove, so I proceed to pick up her glove and hand it to her.... No thank you...Nothing. And better yet she then walks out letting the door slam in my friends face. I turn to her and say chivalry really is dead. People are too focused on their high dollar coats, cars, and phones, so focused that a simple THANK YOU must be painful. And I personally think this is an unfit society to raise a child.....So why would I want to.... Right?... WRONG! As I mature and realize "Be the change YOU want to see in the world" well what a better way to change the world but provide a stable and moral youth. They're our future, and if we don't open our third eye to the possibility of a prosperous future full of love, trust, honesty, and courtesy we really are doomed in the year 2012. Because (whatever that higher power is) isn't pleased with us......
Amber Bowser
Christmas 2011
is a solid theory. Is that God or some other higher power...(Ad-lib if you will) created man with not only two but three eyes. The third eye I believe remains open until the age of eleven or twelve. And what this third eye can see is not like we see through our two eyes alone, they see with their heart and soul... Innocent from birth only knowing curiosity and love... Needs and wants..Yes or no. But as we age this almost magical third eye begins to close, and we literally lose sight of what's most important, not only in our personal and professional lives but our outlook of the world begins to corrupt.
Buddhist's and Hindu's speak about a third eye view. But I would rather talk about my personal and moral theories (pisses less people off that way). I feel as though the world has gone cold to the thought of even helping one another. For example a friend and I were walking out of a convenience store when a lady in the doorway drops a glove, so I proceed to pick up her glove and hand it to her.... No thank you...Nothing. And better yet she then walks out letting the door slam in my friends face. I turn to her and say chivalry really is dead. People are too focused on their high dollar coats, cars, and phones, so focused that a simple THANK YOU must be painful. And I personally think this is an unfit society to raise a child.....So why would I want to.... Right?... WRONG! As I mature and realize "Be the change YOU want to see in the world" well what a better way to change the world but provide a stable and moral youth. They're our future, and if we don't open our third eye to the possibility of a prosperous future full of love, trust, honesty, and courtesy we really are doomed in the year 2012. Because (whatever that higher power is) isn't pleased with us......
Amber Bowser
Christmas 2011
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